A typical beating

I am trapped in this isolation that she keeps  me in
I am feeling so unwanted and fear  she'll come again
the door is opening now and I want to run and hide
 But  she is there with her heavy board swinging by her side.

She grabs me by the hair and throws me to the ground
says she hates me forever and wishes I werent around
I feel the blood running as i hit  against the floor
She beats me without mercy I feel  I'll breathe no more

She will always stop in time because she likes her fun
I can barely stand up straight once the beating is done
I want so much to ask her why she hates me so
But feel that if I did she would never let me know