Letting Healing IN

i am looking at all the pieces
scattered all around
and wondering how to start
am crying without sound.
it seems so very much
didnt think that it would be
so hard to start the healing
and learning to be free

but it is so very hard
so hard that i want to run
and pretend once again
that there's nothing to be done
but then i come back again
and face my reality
I'm broken and I'm bruised
not liking what i see.

So i have to let it happen
let the healing come inside
To release all those tears
for the times i've never cried
it is so very messy
my emotions fall apart
One by one I'm letting go
the secrets from my heart.