Letting Go

wishing today would go by faster
but the minutes slowly creep
each time I look at the clock
my heart, it skips a beat
Surrounded by the stillness
I wish I could somehow say
mom i really love you
am thinking of you today

but really deep down I know
this will never be
she'll never return my love
she has no love for me.
just have to let it go
and perhaps today's the day
the clock is moving slowly
time is slipping away

i am resolving therefore today
my heart is full of pain
tears are quickly falling
my pillowcase they stain
with all the love within me
i am letting her go
so that the seeds of healing
can have some room to grow.