I finally let it all out...

I finally let it all out, all  the hurt all the pain
Nothing was held back it came out like the rain
For too long I have been silent keeping it all in
I am a human being and need to breathe again..

I  had no choice but take it when I was a child
You anger and your fury your hitting ever wild
But  now I am a grown up and in my own space
Please leave me to my healing. I am in God's grace.

I'm sorry I never turned out like you wanted me to
Sorry that I couldn't  buy  you stuff like the others do
I won't pretend you love me when it wasnt ever there
But will place you in Gods mercy and His gentle care.