I have jumped into the ocean

I have jumped into the deep ocean, that is the ocean of:  " me"
And am hoping that I can  discover how it is I have come to be
Swimming through the  waves of time and endless tears
I will consider how this ocean has been created over the years.

Since I am not an expert in navigating  the water underground
An expert has been sought to help me find my way around.
Together we will examine whats living  deep inside
And decide which is worth keeping:  what  better left outside

Sometimes the water are calm and so  easy to navigate
And other times they're  choppy and make  me want to hesitate
Yet whatever may be happening inside this ocean I call me
I know I have a guide who will help me through all   I see.