I cannot pretend that yesterday didn't happen
Closing my eyes will never make it all disappear
I can still feel the pain and hear angry words snapping
and the scars tell the stories no else will ever hear
Should I feel guilty for letting the little child weep inside
For giving her freedoom to talk after so many years
Is it fair to keep telling her that she must hush and hide
That her little days of hurt should never come out in tears
Who would put salt on wounds that have been bleeding
Or allow an infection to continue without cure
The little one inside reveals what she is needing
And waits for the freedom her healing will secure.
On the outside I smile because expected to do so
But the little child inside is trying to run away
She carries in her bags the reasons she cannot go
And lives like a child inside me to this very day
I so get this. And such a perfect song choice....I have locked my hidden child away because I fear that after all these years, the unspoken hurt, unfelt pain, and torrid of emotions will distroy what little sanity I have left.....I get this....
ReplyDeleteDear phonemail2125 ..for too long my little one was silenced and that has brought me so much more hurt . because unhealed wounds become bigger and infected. .infection hurts the whole body.. it's scary but little by i will let her our and let her speak so her hurts cn be healed.. peace..joy
ReplyDeleteI wish I had your strength. I don't know if I can handle it...
ReplyDeletesometimes its hard.. i ask help from God and the angels. and i have a very nice T.
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