why

Today I have been running around
 with my broken heart in hand
I found it so very hard to focus
 and hard to understand
The mysteries of the universe
are some times hard for me
So it is with death and sorrow
that brought me misery

I felt like a little child again
who never had a  say
Saying goodbye to one I loved
broke me in every way
It didnt seem to make any sense
the way she had to die
Who am I  to question fate
or even question why

But it all seemed so very unfair
the way it came to be
Must I accept with loving hands
what cruelty gives to me?
Why is it that this innoncent one
 had to cruelly die
I weep and wonder and cry out loud
please tell me why!