Triggered

I am battling within me fighting deep within
The memories come around and taunt me once again
Images from my past are dancing in my mind
I don't know what to do I'm in quite a bind

All the hateful words I heard when I was small
Are echoing within me "you're no good at all"
Perhaps it was the store and the people there
But  now  I am crying,  hurting everywhere

I  want to get away from all this hurt inside
But it keeps coming back; I  wish I could hide
There is always something that triggers me within
And carries me to the past all my hurts re-begin



'