Is this really real?

Oh, I  have a family .. they claim they know God

They won't even message me or give me a nod

I don't even know why ..they  treat  me this way

Catholicism's the answer, will that make me "saved" 

If I don't make the effort.. and say  "how are you"

They won't even acknowledge me ,  sad but it's true 

So, why is this happening.. that  I can't ever feel

Like my family's my family.. is this really real?